2007 – i

It’s been quite awhile since my last posting.. This round tak nak post poems lah.. I’m gonna tell about me.. Bukan apa kira nak bagi tau.. HEY I’M STILL ALIVE!! Don’t really know where I should start.. Bak kata Andy Williams ‘WHERE DO I BEGIN?’ I try la huh!!

 

Since working in WS my life hasn’t change that much.. But one thing for sure.. It’s all about me getting busy and busier each day.. Left my house early in the morning around 7.00-7.20am in the morning and left the office late at nite.. NAZ always telling me that I’m a ‘pekerja contoh’ hmm.. Am I??!! Kalau betul.. Alhamdulillah.. One thing I’m a bit worried.. I think I’m becoming the next BC!! My lady boss!!I don’t mind people calling me BC Jr!! Hahahaha.. Working with her is not easy.. Her expectations goshhh!!! It’s DAMN HIGH!! Really high!!

BC had been telling and asking me and E (my collogue) at same thing and the same question.. Do we know what I really want?? Is this really my ‘cup of tea’?? How do I see myself in 10 years time?? Is it the same old me?? Doing the same thing?? Seating at the same place.?? Blablablablablabla.. Hey believe it!! She started to ask me all these after 2 weeks working with her!! Hahaha.. 2 weeks man.. 2 WEEKSSSS!! Got to believe it guys.. And until now.. She keep on repeating the same thing: myself in 10 years time?? Is it the same old me?? Doing the same thing?? Seating at the same place.?? Blablablablablabla.. Hey believe it!! She started to ask me all these after 2 weeks working with her!! Hahaha.. 2 weeks man.. 2 WEEKSSSS!! Got to believe it guys.. And until now.. She keep on repeating the same thing: D

One of the thing she said.. ermmm my 2nd brother told me the same thing too.. Don’t be just a worker/employee but try to be an asset!! Make other people think and say certain things can’t be done when you are not around.. Let them feel that we are important!! Kinda like this statement.. So let me be MINAH PERASAN for awhile.. Well I think I becoming an asset to BC and the team!! Hahaha.. Ini kenyataan bukan rekaan

I’ve been doing lots of thing for BC including baby sit her son!! Please deh (hehehe. Mcm weird la pulak).. Bukan bodek or like Ez used to tell me ‘gosok sampai kilat’.. That’s not me.. So not me.. I’m lucky I guess very lucky.. BC appreciates me.. it not easy to find a boss like her.. She gave me Iseten vouchers for my Birthday.. It was a lot!! I can get a large bottle of Blvgary perfume with the vouchers.. Buttttttttt I gave it back to her.. Ya ya.. u can call me stupid or whatsoever u want to name me.. I thought she will just forget about it.. But about 2 weeks ago.. She sms-ed me.. Saying thank you and she did mention about the vouchers!! She said she really wants to give me something for my birthday.. :’( Ok get emotional that time.. my tears dropped!! Kira mcm terharu giler lahhh.. Huhuhu.. It’s not easy to find someone like her.. Hahaha.. She’s mean really mean but nice at the same time.. Yeah.. She bad but not that bad lah.. So my doa to everyone reading this.. Mintak-mintak korang dapat bos yang mean & baik like BC.. Baik doesn’t mean your boss kene bagi barang or what.. But as long as they appreciates u and how they express their gratitude.. To me that’s important!!

Dalam pada bz everyday.. I am very lucky to have a very understanding mother.. Yeah my mum have changed a lot.. After the last fight we had months back.. She seems like to be more understanding.. Alhamdulillah JFinally J Besides that.. I’m very lucky to have a friend like NAZ.. Yeah makcik.. Believe it.. YOU!! No one can replace u.. Like sengal (sorry guys lately kami ni memang suka bagi nama lah hapa2 kat org) kata.. We are like sisters.. Lain mak lain bapak lain kaler Hey.. Jangan ambik hati.. Dia tu jealous sebab kita nih mixed.. Maka dengan itu sepatutnya kita kene bangga.. Yeah actually I’m proud bila bagitau org yang gue nih emang nya berdarah campuran.. Tak kiralah nak selit jugak kat sini.. Belah my father.. Ada Indonesian.. Ada Malaysian (Malaya).. Belah my mum.. Chinese got Nyonya oso got Siamese oso got.. Makcik I’m proud to have u as my friend too.. Yang penting u know when I activate my silent mode

 

Oh ya.. NAZ bought me a basket of chocs.. Got flower a bit & a monkey.. Tu tak pe lagi.. It came with a balloon!!!! a HUGE balloon.. Penuh la satu kete.. FYI I only have a kelisa.. So u can imagine how big is the balloon.. It occupied almost the whole space of the back seat!! Can u imagine that.. Eh makcik next year buat garland depan my office ok??!! Last year I celebrated my birthday in Phuket.. This year kat Bora Ombak.. Ok lah tu.. Perasan konon celebrate kat BALI.. Hahaha.. Bleh gitu!!?? Hahaha.. Eh makcik errkk should change it to nenek.. eh thanx for the dinner ek.. U better watch out!! I will get a HUGE balloon for you oso.. Nanti ko carry la naik tren.. Hahaha..

 

As everyone knew.. We just had Live & Loud in KL.. So Tompi was one of them yang datang.. But sorry guys.. Bukan nak citer pasal Live & Loud Sebenarnya nak citer went to watch a show in Alexis with E.. Watched Bibus!! Yeah I know most of you tak kenal sapa Bibus.. He’s a singer from Indonesia.. Nak dijadikan cerita.. Found his FS.. Added him in my FS list.. Later I msg-ed him.. And he replied!! So when I met him.. After introducing myself.. To my surprise he remembered about me.. I’m more than happy to hear that.. His show was great.. A great pianist/keyboardist.. Singing from George Benson to Ray Charles few of his own numbers.. I’m impressed actually.. Yelah nowadays tak ramai yang nak dengar lagu R&B, blues, oldies mcm tu.. Overall it was great.. Later, Tompi came.. He sang SALAHKAH and SOMETHING”S WRONG.. He was great too.. After the show.. Took photo with Bibus & Tompi.. Chatted with them.. How I wish our local artist pun mcm depa..

 

Ok this part yang best On the very next day I took my mum to Alexis.. yeah.. Better believe it.. Took her there for dinner.. Actually went there sebab dah janji I will drop by for a while So after dinner, Went in inside to meet-up with them.. After dah dapat CD gue saje jelah ask Bibus weather he wants to meet up with my mum.. He said ‘yeah sure’.. Hahaha terkejut my mum.. I was thinking.. I don’t know how many of u knew that actually I am a prez of a local artist fan club.. It’s almost a year.. Sekali pun my mum tak pernah jumpa that so called Artis.. Tapi my mum dah jumpa Bibus.. the best part.. My mum dah jumpa parents Artis tu.. hmm mcmn tu??!! Hopefully our local artis pun pandai pandai la jaga hati peminat yang dah sedia ada tu ye..

 

Hmmm what else ye.. Talking about MEN!! Hmmm Lately selalu teringat kat my x.. Dunno why.. Kenapa ek?? Miss him kah?? Nehhh bukan.. Cuma terfikir.. I wasted my 8 years just like that.. 8 years man.. 8 years.. And I end up just me alone.. I came to know few guys.. Name it as Sengal.. Idiot.. Weird.. Lagi sekor nih tak tau nak bagi nama apa.. Nak letak nama betul tak leh.. Coz dia rajin view this page.. Ok name him as T.. So I have Sengal.. Idiot.. Weird and T..

Between these 4, yang tau apa he wants.. Hala tuju hidup.. I will say T.. He gone thru alot.. I think he deserved to be where he is right now.. Pendek kata sapa dapat T memang untung.. Dah kawen esok bawak baju je beb.. Tak yah pening2.. Eh T.. When are u going to call me ah??

 

Sengal.. Is always sengal.. That’s you been calling him sengal.. He’s nice but not that nice.. I tot he knew me well enough.. But actually he’s not!! It’s funny.. Sengal can remember things yang gue sendiri tak pernah buat.. I know myself.. I know what I did.. Tapi yang best dia bleh ingat benda yang gue sendiri tak buat.. Mcmn tu?? Lawak la mamat nih.. Apa apa jelah.. Dah dia nak jadi sengal.. Nak buat mcmn kan!? But sengal.. I don’t know whether you reading this.. U need to step up.. U need to choose the correct path.. I would like to see u be someone one day.. Life is short.. Make full of it.. Enjoy each second of it.. One thing u need change.. And I hope you will one day.. J

 

Idiot.. hmm nice guy.. It’s almost a year dah kenal dia nih.. We used to talk, sms & chat everyday.. But lately tak de dah.. Maybe he is just fulfilling my wish.. I do admit I’ve fallen into him.. But helo.. dia dah ada GF!!! Ok Please dehhh.. Once bitten twice ashy!! I don’t understand him.. Dah ada GF but still flirting around.. but hey.. I’ve listened him talking to his GF.. Hehehe.. It was so not him.. Erkk I mean not him when he’s talking to me lah OK Not going to tell so much about him.. NAZ is doing that for me in her blog.. Hahaha

 

Now.. Weird.. Ok named him Weird because he is WEIRD.. And dia ada hati nak tanya ‘am I weird?’ Yes u are weird!! He is the only guy yang sms/call me late at nite wishing me good nite.. asking me ‘dah tido?’ at 2 or 3 in the morning.. Wishing me good morning early morning.. Called me just to strum his guitar and sing to me.. He has a good voice.. Serious!! No joke!! He is the only guy who called me baby.. And he is the only guy who called me SARJAN!!!! Noty noty weird!!! My 1st impression about him was not that good.. Hate him actually.. Sebab dia ni perasaan bagus.. I told him I don’t like.. n he listened to me.. Alhamdulillah dia dah kureng sikit.. Ada jugak but kurang.. He’s really into music.. Especially Indonesian.. I was excited when I came to know he into Indonesian.. His quote ‘it takes 2 to tango, I to chacha’.. He likes tango.. Actually I turned him down twice.. He called me, and I said I need a rest.. Don’t feel like talking to him at the moment.. and I am not feeling well.. I’M BAD!!! REALLY BAD!!! Sorry weird.. Didn’t mean to do that to u.. Actually I’ve been waiting for his call for days.. He doesn’t seem like calling me.. Miss talking to him actually.. Really really hope he will call me soon.. L

 

** hey I’m still alive ok